love.kush.&&happiness
FEELS LIKE …

I’M A DEAD MAN WALKING
ALWAYS HOPING FOR THE BEST EXPECTING THE WORST …
NUMB FROM ALL THE PAIN U BEEN CAUSING CRYING MAD AT MYSELF WONDERING WHY I ALWAYS THINK WITH MY HEART AND NOT MY HEAD MAD THAT I CAME THIS FAR … WONDERING WHY I ALWAYS GO DOWN.THE WRONG ROAD . WHY CAN’T LIFE BE EASY.WHY CAN’T I BE LOVED RIGHT . WHEN WILL I FEEL WELL AGAIN WHEN CAN PEOPLE SAY U LOOK HAPPY WHY THEY ALWAYS ASK ME WHATS WRONG INSTEAD I DON’T KNOW I’LL STAY HERE LONELY WITH AN EMPTY HEART .

fam-I love these two

fam-I love these two

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My biggest fear after a relationship.

It’s not the break up and the loss of one another that I’m afraid of, but it’s that fear that I’ll lose you, and things won’t ever be the same between us. The possibility that I’ll never hear of you again and only memories are left with me. The friendship that we’ve had all those years, the laughter we shared all gone.. 

that was then

that was then

so confused

I don’t even know my own status of my relationship .??

I feel like im going to get upset cause nothing is how it was its going back to all the bad times …

I just wish…

I just wish I mattered more
I just wish when I drive away u feel that emptiness I feel when were apart
I just wish you could lay in bed and toss around all night because you can’t sleep without me
I just wish when you wake up a tear comes down because you can’t kiss my forehead how u used too
I just wish when you walk in an empty house you wanna fall on the ground and cry like I do
I just wish for a minute you could feel my sorrow …

love will get u killed

before it was just a dream,
I wanted to be that girl,that he kissed and missed when we our apart
I wanted to be the girl he gave his heart too
I wanted to be that girl he would do anything for
I wanted to be your wife now I just wanna grab a knife and die
I made you my life and without you I’m left with nothing
but the half of you in my arms
I can’t look at her and not miss you … your always gonna be my forever cause true love never does.

giving up

giving up